cmikhailovic: *Ron is laying on the floor of the infirmiry, looking mad enough to spit. if he could move, that is.*
LucidH2O1221: ::Penny walks in, feeling rather depressed as was the scene at The Leaky Cauldron. She sees Ron lying on the floor, and levitates him onto a bed with a flick of her wand.:: Well, evening, Ron.
cmikhailovic: mmmpphh!
LucidH2O1221: Ah, Silence, I see. ::takes off that charm with a counter incantation and another flick of her wand:: Care to tell me what you're doing on the floor of the infirmary with a full Body-Bind on you and Silence?
cmikhailovic: *gasps* Crabbe. he. fuck. *crying, trying not to. fuck* He. brought me here.
LucidH2O1221: Oh, yeah? ::she takes the body-bind off the upper body ((don't ask me how she can do that, she just can :-))), leaving his legs locked so he doesn't run before she has a chance to check him over. She conjures a tissue and hands it to him.::
cmikhailovic: He. i. Katie. *crying* just let me go, Penny. Please.
LucidH2O1221: I can't let you go until I've given you a standard check up, that's the rules. ::pause:: I'm not going to tell anyone anything, Ron.
cmikhailovic: *crying harder, almost screaming, hysterical* Penny! Just. let me go. There's nothing wrong. please. just. oh, gods, Katie. Katie. she. she left me.
LucidH2O1221: ::calmly begins the routine check-up spells:: I saw her at The Leaky Cauldron.
cmikhailovic: she. she left me. and all I do ids hurt everyone I love and I wanted to die and i would have and I want to and fucking Crabbe. he. fucking stopped me, and you need to let me go so I can. get ti the fuck over with. Penny please let me go!
LucidH2O1221: ::pokes Ron in the chest with her wand, she means business:: Ron, you are going to do no such thing. You have parents, friends, and relatives who care about you, and don't make me put the full body bind back on you.
cmikhailovic: *sobbing* please. fuck. penny. All I ever do is hurt people and it's better and pleasepleaseplease... *thrashing a bit, trying to hoist himself up, to walk away*
LucidH2O1221: ::sighs, puts full Body-Bind back on:: No, its not better. Being dead will not be fun, I can guarantee you that. ::is rather nonchalant about this, she does, after all, deal with Terence and Marcus on an almost daily basis::
cmikhailovic: *still crying, more quietly no* Please. penny. Just.let me go. i have to. i have to.
LucidH2O1221: ::looks into Ron's eyes:: I'm not in the habit of letting people with suicidal tendencies go wandering about. If I were to let you go, and you went ahead and offed yourself, how do you think I would feel?
cmikhailovic: *softly* please. it's better. i. i have to. katie.
LucidH2O1221: 'Fraid not. Killing yourself is not the way to solve things.
cmikhailovic: please. i. it's the only way.
LucidH2O1221: No, its not.
cmikhailovic: Penny. she. I. I can't do anything right. and she hates me. she loves oliver,and.
LucidH2O1221: Believe me. I heard. Over dangerously copious amounts of alcohol.
cmikhailovic: *crying* Don't you see I have to? she. i. i love her, and i fucked it up, and i wasn't her first choice anyway, and i'm a shit and i just have to go and gods. kaytie. katie. *great gasping sobs, hyperventilating a little*
LucidH2O1221: Ron, I've been there, done that, and bought the t-shirt. This is not the end of your life. So, you weren't Katie's first choice. There's someone who does have you for a first choice. But killing yourself right now isn't going to solve anything. Sure, you'll stop hurting. But you'll stop feeling everything else, too.
cmikhailovic: No. no. it's to stop me from hurting other people. it. fuck. penny. i'm never going to be anyone's. first. nobody wants me. and they shouldn't because i'll just hurt them and ginny and katie and harry and everyone just. fuck. please.let me go.
LucidH2O1221: You want a sleeping draught? That I can do.
cmikhailovic: No! oh Penny please just please i need to go andpleasejustletme... *trails off, exhausted8
LucidH2O1221: ::gives him The Look:: You're not leaving, not in a bad way like you are. ::readies some sleeping draught:: Take this... you can stay here tonight, see how things look in the morning.
cmikhailovic: *nods, mutely, too tired...* wait. penny? can you take the. the body bind off. i promise not to leave.
LucidH2O1221: ::nods, flicks her wand and the body bind is gone. She hands him the draught:: Drink it all, you'll sleep until morning.
cmikhailovic: Okay. *drinks* Thank you, Penny.
LucidH2O1221: You're welcome, Ron. Sleep well.
cmikhailovic: ((thanks. poor Ron! and poor penny, having to put up with him!))
LucidH2O1221: ((She's rather used to it. :-)))
cmikhailovic: ((well, he's definitely still suicidal, though. poor thing.))
LucidH2O1221: ((::sighs:: ))
cmikhailovic: ((strapping him down for a day or two might be a good idea. :-) ))
LucidH2O1221: ((lol, well, she'll work on it.))
cmikhailovic: ((Thanks. talk to you later?))
LucidH2O1221: ((Definitely. Night!))
cmikhailovic: ((good night!))